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We all get jealous. If you say you don't, you're lying to me, yourself, and everyone you tell that to.
It could be a child being jealous of another child on their birthday or a parent showing more affection to another child
An adult being jealous of someone being more successful at work/life
A mate being jealous of their signifcant other talking to someone else
or something like that.
You've all been guilty at one point or another. I used to say "I'm never jealous." That is just me bullshitting myself. We all have insecurities, and jealousy is one that no one can escape. We have to accept that everyone will get jealous. All you can do is accept the fact that why you're getting jealous is going to/has happened. Talking may work, but it will not cover up the fact that we all get jealous.
I am apologizing for my jealousy, but you should know why I'm jealous. I can't control it. However, I am still and will be jealous.
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[24 Mar 2005|09:22pm] |
omg i helped me and amber win tickets to ANY concert we want to go see!
i<3amber.enoughsaid.
I hope it made her happy, for I did it just for her. she rocks.
anyway, I'm trying to get a job. i need one. lacking money is not fun.
i'm selling a dvd player. i have two. so anyone want one? you know my room number.
OMG. i came across that minnesota school shooter's LJ. http://livejournal.com/users/weise
fucking sad, he was so neglected. it's so obvious. but that doesn't give him the right to do what he did. he deserved to die ^_^
anyway. i'm going bye bye
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[12 Feb 2005|07:32am] |
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Story time.
I met this girl from myspace tells me we have a class together, and believe it or not, we do. how coinidential? I guess. we dont really talk much after meeting. why? I don't know. but then we trade some comments on myspace. she comes out of no where with an instant message on AIM. we talk for like. 6 hours. which was really fun. we decided to both go to our class and tlak and all that jazz. and then watch movies.
we do. class she shows up late b/c she had a wreck. glad she was okay :)
we watched garden state. i didnt really watch it. i was trying to stay awake towards the end. and me and her were talking. it was fun. I had a blast. I have a crush. it's weird. lol. I don't know if she had fun, hope she did. she is very cute :)
later on that night. i worked the dorms which was boring. then i decided to cut out early. i did. then, me and a few friends went out and drank. i haven't slept yet.
I'm about to go :)
you bloody wankers. comment.
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[10 Jan 2005|05:28pm] |
woah. classes were okay. chemistry is going to kick my ass. i know it. help !
I am no longer on academic probation! my GPA is now a 2.0!!! don't laugh b/c it used to be a 0.561 :P Anyway, that means I will get full grant aid. and i can pay for college now :)
I got my books today. and it come to about 400 bucks. yeah. classes should be fun. other than chem.
I swear, there is no hot girls in my classes, except for spanish, and it's just kendra. im like WTF. i already know her. i wanted to meet other hot girls, but there is none!
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[09 Jan 2005|08:23pm] |
I am back at college.
i had a nap. it was fun.
I have 16 hours next semester.
MWF consists of:
9am - oklahoma history
10am - chemestry
11am - computer applications
1pm-2:30pm - spanish
Thursdays:
1pm-5pm Chemistry lab
it's official. me and zar are going to have fun during spring break. i'm going to south padre island and staying in my sister's condo. i cannot wait. zar is 2kewl4skewl
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[07 Jan 2005|06:14pm] |
i'm heading back to college tomorrow.
I won't be on as much, unlike you people even fucking read this shit :)
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[03 Jan 2005|01:46am] |
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i'm on the phone. :D
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[15 Dec 2004|01:57am] |
finals week are here. i have a final at 1pm tomorrow. itll rock. its spanish :)
I am going home soon for xmas. that should rock.
leave me comments.
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[07 Dec 2004|04:21pm] |
well, finals are coming around, and I should do okay.
basketball teams are doing fine. 9-4 are the guys and 11-1 are the girls.
I want a car and laptop.
rp is cool.
love me for i am sexy.
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[23 Nov 2004|11:51pm] |
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I'm on the phone with my friend lisa, how cool am i?
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[03 Nov 2004|07:51pm] |
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i'm working in the newsroom. it sucks. :)
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[03 Nov 2004|11:49am] |
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BUSH WON :D :D
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[02 Nov 2004|11:58am] |
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if you want it. let me know. then you can call me. :)
580-298-.. the rest you must ask for :)
i saw this in mo's LJ. i enjoyed it.
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[01 Nov 2004|02:09pm] |
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homecoming is saturday. i need a date, anyone want to go?
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[25 Oct 2004|12:33pm] |
so this girl from wyht that i have been talking to tells me she loves me. wtf fucking crazy girls. god damn it people. and then she has the fucking nerve to have her "model" friend call me and think that it's going to make some god for saken difference. shit like that makes me want to shoot people.
class is what i need to go to. spanish in 25 minutes. but it was cancelled :D
I've decided not to transfer until after I graduate here.
I love life.
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[24 Oct 2004|05:23pm] |
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antlers lost thursday night, no suprise
college is getting boring. im going to transfer somewhere special.
I love tacos, :)
life is great :D
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[17 Oct 2004|03:30pm] |
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Okay, I haven't updated in awhile, so here I go.
I've been so damn busy with football lately, it's hard for me to even get on the computer after 1pm. They told me when I started doing football, that I would not get any high school games, well I have gotten six games out of seven weeks. I'm probably finished with high school games, but it was killer fun while it lasted. I still have a few JR high games remaining, those should be fun. Atleast now I can go watch some of the good games around the state.
School is going okay, I'm starting to slack off again. I need to stop it. Which I probably will start going because I have to get B's or i'm FUCKED ROYALLY.
love life? I have one? jk'n
I was talking to this girl named Jessica, she was cool and all, turns out she didn't want a boyfriend but she liked me, wtf is that?!?! anyway, we talked and hung out, her friend liked me, so jessica used it as an excuse to "no longer" like me. I decided to give her high school friend a chance(she was 17 almost 18) and well, she was so fucking rude. she spent every fucking penny I had. I left with 50 bucks, came back with three dollars. and all we did was go to the movies and dinner, i can do that with two of my friends and pay for everything and it only cost about 35 bucks. going to the same god damn place! Anyway, me and Kelly didn't go out anymore, the fucking girl cried when I told her I didn't want to date anymore. she doesnt understand that I am a person who needs someone that is outgoing, not shy and what not. Then jessica tells me there is not a chance between the both of us, so that is where I am stuck now. :D
there we go, leave me comments.
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